Wednesday, March 26, 2025

Future So Bright I Gotta Wear Shades

Someday

we'll stay at a cabin again
rent an RV
ride through Tuscany
paint 
dip our wheels in the Atlantic and the Pacific
make crock pot chili
have an international night
throw coins in a wishing well
ski
get sunburnt at Playalinda
share an IPA flight
harvest tomatoes cucumbers scallions
ballroom dance

You promised we'd take
classes
in ballroom dancing
Dress up, wear nice shoes
sultry make-up, scarlet lips
Ballroom dancing
and you'd spin me 
round and round and round

Prospect Park 1985

It was summer
and then
it was winter
and then
summer again
Standing on the bridge
gazing down at the water
fast faster to some distant river.

It never freezes over.

The tales tossed into the rapids
carried away
churning foam obscures
anything too heavy to be 
swept away
but some secrets stay
caught in the rocks

I know what's down there

I saw it

Before

He loves me
he loves not
he loves me
he loves me not
rose petals fall from my fingers
float downstream
as sweet smelling as a funeral trellis

Christmas in New York

    We got up early, grabbed hot drinks, poured them into a thermos, a bag of snacks, piled into the car.  Lots of on street parking, because, you know, Christmas suspension of alternate side rules, a brisk walk, because even if it was warm, warm in NY in December will be glove weather, south to Rockefeller Plaza.

    The Tree, that giant spruce, covered with balls bigger than me, is deserted, the ice rink still closed, the shops silent.  It is easy to circumnavigate The Tree, admire the windows at Bergdorf and Bonwit and Tiffany and the origami tree at JAL.

    People lounge on the steps of St Patrick's, waiting for 10 o'clock mass, or perhaps they've been here all night, perhaps many nights.  The streets start to fill. Southbound cars slow to admire The Tree, the windows.

    It is time to move.

    We walk back to the car, stopping at an open coffee shop, for tea, scones, a croissant. We drive north, headed to the only museum open on Christmas day, the Jewish Museum.  Tonight, we'll go to the movies, eat Chinese food, fine tuning our traditions.

Dreams

Its not a dream
you are exactly
what you were
as you were
Its not a dream
Its a nightmare

Wasteland's Last Call

Last Call never feels
like last call, tomorrow
waiting, in silence

I finish my book
2 am, you stagger, smiling
I drive, stone sober

Sunday Times crosswords
not enough to build a life
nothing is enough, ever

The liquor, smooth sweet smoke
over ice, slides from your mouth 
into mine, I shiver, afraid

I reject the call
your photo blinks off the screen
last call, now silence

Penzoil II


At a high enough speed
One corn muffin, please
I stare at his mouth

 A car can drive upside-down
The waitress sets the muffin down
If we were at his place

Can a motorcycle? A bicycle?
Could you toast this, please? And more butter?
We’d be kissing, his hands fumbling

 At a high enough speed? Hmm …
I spread the butter
At my shirt, my hands in his hair

 A motorcycle, yes. A bicycle?
The butter melts, filling all the
Slamming the door, stumbling

I don’t think human power can do that
Crevasses with sweet richness
To his room, his bed

Humans can’t break that barrier
The muffin crumbles
I clutch his vial, hidden in my pocket

The moon sets
My coffee is cold
Mist snakes through the columbaria
It is Tuesday.