Hit Me

Another drag
another drag, yes that's the phrase
Inhale the sweet weed
pot, grass, ganja, smoke, reefer
numb for a while
take the edge off
Huddle into my favorite pillow
pink pillowcase so frilly
so girly
Shred it. Rip it.
So fucking stupid looking
As my pupils dilate in horror
the dead come up
they come out
arrayed before me
Speak to me.
Tell me what to do.
Please.
They are silent.
Silent as the graves they live in.

I need another hit.